Lukso ng Dugo

           I was a second year high school when I first saw him. We don’t know each other. But I wanted to be friends with Him. So I needed to find a way to know his name. I acted like there was someone chasing me. He was in their car. He was alone.   Then I hide on their car. I asked him, “jauy im nakit-an na yaki na nag jagan pasingud dire?”    Then he answered, “ waya man.”  And now, it was the perfect time to know his name. I asked his name and he said, Bordge. His name was Bordge. And I was very happy to know his name. After that moment I thanked him and said “good bye.” Afterwards, I got home. But his voice remained echoing in my mind. My heart beats faster all over again.  Trying to remember the conversation we did. And God! I can’t explain the feeling. I love him but I’m not in love. I cared for him but he’s nobody. Then I asked myself, “why I have this feeling?” My mind answered, “You’re not in love but you loved him. He’s nobody to your life but you cared for him.” I tried to understand those words. But I failed. To get the answer, I closed my eyes. I tried to remember his handsome face. And I didn’t fail. When his face appeared on my mind, I got the answer, He’s the one who I want to be my son in the future. My goodness! the feeling i have for him was "Lukso ng dugo."

And now, every time we see each other, he always staring at me like I always did. But I will find a way to be friends with him. Niaha.

 XOXO :*

Good night, everyone.